So in my last post I ranted about all of this stuff. What I was still dwelling over was the invitation addressed to me and my father. I knew it was really pissing me off, but on top of that it really just tugged at me. I could not figure out why at first and then it dawned on me. My dad and I being addressed on the same envelope bothered me because it implied that
A. I was not a 22-year-old self-supporting adult but rather a child
B. A implies B which is that my father is responsible for me
C. The fact that I was not allowed to bring a date implied that my father WAS my date and that I was his (since he was also not allowed a guest)
D. Who in the hell would think that was ok?
So then I remembered about purity balls. When I first read about these in a really awesome book I thought the author was surely jesting. But sadly enough she was not. These purity things are real and happening more frequently than is comfortable for any sane person to think about. If you watch the video above, (and immediately call your father and thank him for never even thinking about making you go to one of these things) you should be really creeped out. Let me break down the reasons this video is über creepy and why it is to patriarchal and right-wing.
A. The first thing you see in the video is the young daughter twirling around in a mirror looking at her dress for the purity ball.
This epitomizes one of the key elements of the Purity movement which is that women should be pretty. Their reasoning is instead of your daughter being sweet talked about how good-looking she is by some guy who will ultimately ruin her and knock her up, her dad should tell her how hot she is. That is weird enough in itself, but it extends to the larger idea of the purity movement which focuses on women’s beauty. Almost all the girls in the video were young, thin, and reasonably good-looking. They were dressed relatively fashionable, and I do believe some of them wore make up. The older women such as the girl’s mom and the chick who obsessed with Bush certainly wore make up and did their hair. So while the movement preaches about purity and sanctity it has no problem promoting superficiality when it comes to outward appearance. Because come on girls, no good Christian boy who is supposed to love you for your inner beauty but is really just a patriarchal twit is gonna wanna fuck you if ya aint pretty.
B. The limousine/ring giving- The one girl describes her dad taking her on a date in a limo and giving her a ring. Now if you did not hear the word dad or purity ring you would think someone was retelling the story of their engagement. This movement literally replaces the un-named trouble making boy with the dad. Complete with weird dates and all. Now objectively being in a limo with your dad is not weird in itself. But when you put it in the context of being called a date it just shifted to a different level of strange. And some people cry that you’re making a pure thing dirty by implying incest. I am not suggesting that these fathers are putting moves on their daughters, but when you are having dates with them that they should be having with boys their own age, you are crossing boundaries. I love my dad and I hang out with him a lot. We go see movies, go sneaker shopping, go to the beach for the day, exct. But I have not been giving a ring by him, or attended a formal event where the both of us are dressed like we are going to prom. What happens when these girls actually date? It is going to be no different then hanging out with their dads? Dating guys is necessary to see what is out there. I have been on disastrous dates but it helped me to learn what I was and was not looking for. Eliminating dating with guys is effectively making these girls marry the first guy that is approved by the parents or ending up in situations like this where it goes without saying the shit was arranged.
C. Lord wants us to be chaste/pure- Full disclosure I am agnostic at best and more accurately described as atheist. So the whole the lord wants me to do this or that thing does not really hold much weight with me. But let us examine the purity movements interpretation of the Christian god. He is a man, he is presumably white (at least any picture I have seen in Christian homes he is), and he is misogynistic. How could he not be when he demands that women adhere to an unrealistic standard of sexual purity while not really giving a shit what the men do. Now in the video the one mom says she will expect her youngest son to do the whole purity vow, which is also a bunch of misogynistic bullshit that still focuses on women not being sluts. So the lord is really honed in on my vagina and what I am doing with it. Not so much guys, but really me because lets face it, vaginas are icky and dirty and they can only be used by one person.
D. Vaginas can be only be bought new- Purity movements are the snobby Macy’s shoppers of the misogynistic world. They do not want used vaginas, only new! And your vagina can only be new if they have never even seen the light of day ( I every time you shower or change clothes and you are exposed do you lose points?). Apparently these people are not thrift store shoppers. Oh wait some of them do buy used items? So why is it cool to buy a used shirt but not have sex with a woman who is not a virgin? Is it because you are a misogynistic prick who thinks he can own a woman and cannot handle the idea that she is not a virgin and was thus “owned” by someone previously? Or that you think vagina aren’t good after one use? Or is this just a way to control women’s minds and sexuality so they’re stuck with the first asshole that comes along even if he is shit in bed and beats her and their kids? More likely it is a combination of all these choices. Oh and I forgot, this also effectively isolates women and keeps them uneducated about pregnancy and STDs and women’s shelters and feminism.
E.Isolation- Now I went through a phase where I was not going to have sex until I was married ( I know hard to believe) and I stuck with it until I was 20. Then I woke up and realized how stupid I was and laughed at the younger version of myself. But the key thing in this scenario is that I made that decision for myself. It was not something pushed on me by my parents or family or teachers or neighbors. But these girls are being pressured from every line of support they have. The one girl has never been anywhere but her hometown, and she is homeschooled so as not to be “exposed” to the evils and temptations out there. I call it isolation. You raise these girls to know nothing but the purity movement and what you and other assholes like you say, and you are isolating them from ever forming their opinions or personality. You have effectively made a Stepford Wife, or Duggar kid as I like to call them. It is one thing to try to instill the morals and values you think are important into your children, it is another thing to completely cut them off from the outside world so you can brainwash them and basically have humans living in a controlled experiment. I mean if that is not a form of child abuse I don’t know what the hell is.
F. The adult women and men- Now the adult women and men are pushing this purity thing in the video. With the exception of the one girl speaking who was presumably 19 or so, they are all probably in their 40’s and older. Not one of them said purity vows worked for them. now they talked about all the benefits of not having pre-marital nookie, and all the downfalls of us whores who haven’t waited until marriage. But not one of them said that they took purity vows and was a virgin when they were married. Interesting isn’t it? Especially when studies show most people don’t keep their purity vows.
I want to address an open letter to all of the girls who get swept up in these purity balls:
It is ok to have desires and feelings. You are going to want to have sex, its natural. If you really know yourself and do not listen to what other people think, you will know when you are ready to have sex. Only you and you alone will know so do not let yourself be pressured by guys or friends. But be safe. Use a condom every time and you and who ever you sleep with should be tested. http://www.plannedparenthood.org is a great place for info and resources for birth control and STD testing. You can also check with your local government services as most of them provide free STD testing and reduced birth control costs. Having sex is an awesome thing and it is better when you have some type of emotional connection with someone, but it is not the only thing that can hurt you in a relationship. You will have your heart-broken at some point and it will feel like the end of the world. You will get through it and come out a better person. Do not date again until you have worked out your issues that you have from the last relationship so you are not taking it out on the new person. If you are LGBTQI do not listen to people who tell you that what you feel and think is wrong it is not. Get information, research and talk to as many different people as you can. Do what you think is right and what is going to make you happy.